Need to let this go

Scrolling through my fb news feed this morning, I came across a friend's post that really made me think. 

I've been harboring too much hate with every bad dating/hang out experience I've had for much too long. It's made me cold and very skeptical, and yes .... a bitch. At least, now I've recognized it and can do something about it. 

Time to let the hate go. I've been hurt so much in these experiences, but I've also learned a lot. So, I can't say that it was all bad. I met a few really nice guys in the process, and fortunately, I've been able to keep them as good friends. But, I will say that the scale is very much unbalanced. The number of jerks and assholes more than outweigh the good guys. 

So, I begin a dating hiatus. What I want most is to be with someone special who won't take me for granted and who will love me as much as I love them. But, now is not the right time. Now is the time for a cleanse, a break from all the could haves and what ifs. I WAS looking for a potential partner, but alas, all my endeavors have failed and I am tired of trying. 

But, it doesn't mean the end of my blog. I'll still write about shenanigans and OH, do I have MORE dating stories to share. Just because I'm pausing on making new memories doesn't mean the well of old memories has dried up. No sir! This is going to be fun!

Stay tuned ....