Surprise!!

Well, I got a surprise of pretty awesome proportions tonight! Over the past few weeks, I've wondered here and there if Motorcycle guy made it back from his one year tour overseas. One of the guys I hung out with about a year ago just came back from his tour to the same place. So, I wondered if MG (motorcycle guy) had come back, too. 

I got my answer tonight. Yup, he's back. If you recall, I sent him a rather harsh message through fb a few months ago. He had not responded until tonight. He was classy about it, with no resentment. Actually, he sounded pretty excited to be back, and I did not expect to hear from him ... ever again. 

So, you can imagine my shock and awe when I get an fb message notice on my S3. I had to do a double take, and then I realized who it was. MG. I surprised myself, too. I didn't feel any kind of anger toward him, no. I was pretty jazzed to hear from him. He really wanted to tell me how much he appreciated all the time I spent with him before he left a year ago. And, that he thought about it a lot when he was gone. I mean, wow. 

We did some catching up for a while. He sounded like the same guy I knew before he left. It was really nice. Turns out that he wants to hang out again soon, and invited me to his place for a "house warming" on Friday night. I must confess, I want to go since he made it sound so inviting. He says guests are due at his place at seven p.m. But, if I could make it, he'd like to mingle with me earlier ... maybe dinner in Haleiwa. Sounds SO tempting! I'm thinking I might try to make that work. I guess we'll see ...

He gave me his cell number again, and says I'm welcome anytime. And, I have to say, it is nice to be in contact with him again. 

So, for tonight, I have a lot on my mind. I need to try to get some sleep ...g'night readers.

I know, I''m pretty Eff'n RAD, but C'MON!

Haha, I crack me up just from that title. Don't get me wrong ... definitely not trying to toot my own horn, but some people actually think I'm pretty eff'n rad, and I'm honing in on one person in particular. 

Douche bag is back.

Ugh. He thinks he's some kind of amazing gift to women. Ladies, please beware of guys like this. The ones who only come around when they're hard up for something that "only you can give them." Makes me sick.

This guy tried texting his way back into my life around Christmas, but I wasn't gonna have it. So, he said he'll leave me alone. Yeah, right. Heard that one before. So, it's been a few weeks since then, and guess he decided to try again. I don't think I'll ever be rid of this asswipe. 

He's asking for something I just can't give him. Not without a commitment, or at least trying to get to know me more than just in the physicality of it all. It's a new year ... and, I think I'll just change the subject every time he brings up anything physical. He won't last long with that. Hahahaha ... this might be fun.

Boots crazy! And, other things ....

In the last few days, I've been obsessed with finding the perfect boots for my skinny-ass legs. Just yesterday, I bought a pair of G's by Guess. Black, no heel and brass buckles on the ankle and high on the leg. They're a great pair of boots, but calf part is way too big for my little legs. So, I wore them with black leggings today ... to break them in a little and see how I like the fit. They're nice, and I like them. It helped that I put together a killer outfit to go with them!

So, every chance I get, I'm online looking up "fitted boots for skinny calves." And, you know what? There are a lot of them! I had no idea! I found a pair of Aerosoles that I'm definitely going to buy. Black, sleek with a wedge bottom ... very affordable, too. Also, going to look at those kind of boots that lace up in the back ... for a better fit on my leg. Can't wait to get home and place my online orders. HAHA ... not yet, but maybe with my next pay check...


Flipping through my calendar from the past year, I noticed that today marks the one year anniversary of the first time I got on a street bike. Wow ... how time flies. I wish I was paying more attention to this ... I would have set up a ride tonight to celebrate my love of motorcycles. But, that's ok ... maybe I'll get FB to take me for a ride some time this weekend. 

Also, been obsessing about getting my new bed! I found a nice memory foam bed for a reasonable price. I figure I can save up for it and have it by the end of February. Oh ... sounds like a plan. 

Now, I'm off ... going home to relax. Later readers!

Spontaneously ...

My Saturday had a sort of "flying by the seat of your pants" effect. I really had no plans today, but it all turned out so much better than I had expected.

Had a very nice lunch with B and M, then a nice long nap. Some time spent with the framily, and then B and I came home to relax. I thought of just staying in for the night, but I sort of had the itch to see a movie. So it was just my luck to see on our fb message board that a few friends were going out to see Django Unchained. That got me going so the wheels start turning, and I text FB to see what he was up to. 

Just my luck, he's got no plans for the night. So, he asks what I'm up to, and I say that I was feeling like a movie. We both check movies and times on our side since the gang was going to town, and we decide on seeing Django at Ko'olau. 

YES. Just a bit of stoke-age is coursing through my veins, and then he calls me. Wanted to know if he should get our tix online, since he was thinking it might be crowded. I say that I got the tix since he got bowling the night before. I thought that would be fair. Plus, he was driving out to get me, yet again. 

So, we get to the theater just before 10:20 pm, and I mention that I was gonna say we could see The Hobbit, but that might be too long. So, he says that he'd rather see that, but it was up to me what to watch. We walk up to the window and I ask if we could change our movie. The box office clerk is very helpful and does the change. Yay! The Hobbit is longer than Django, so we get to spend MORE time together, just the two of us. 

It was late, so I wasn't thinking about getting snacks, but he offers to buy us some since I got the movie. I get a vanilla icee, he gets a sprite and some gummie worms, and we share a small popcorn. Just that little bit of snacks was almost as much as the 3D movie! So, next time, I'm bringing a big bag to sneak in some snacks & drinks!

We get into the theater just as previews were about to start, and the biggest theater Ko'olau has is totally EMPTY! After finding a spot smack-dab in the middle, we get settled with our snacks and talk a bit. I put my phone on vibrate, while he turns his completely off. I liked that. 

Preview's begin, and I take another look around to see if we have company. Nope. No one but us. Could this night get any MORE perfect? No, I don't think so. Concealing the fact that I was super happy about this, I play it cool and we joke around til the movie starts. 

Now, I know what's going through your minds. Here I am with the guy I want to be with. Alone. In a dark theater. HAHA ... dirty, dirty minds! No, there was no fooling around, or touching of any kind. But, I DID want to kiss him. Bad. I refrained, and we enjoyed the movie together with little comments and jokes here and there. I couldn't have asked for more. It was perfect!

After the movie, we went through the drive-thru at McD's and got a late night snack. He took me home, and the thought of stealing a kiss resurfaced as he came in for a hug good night. Again, I refrain and keep it friendly. I like things exactly the way they are with him right now. 

So, it was another great night with my FB ... I hope there will be more like this. 
G'night readers ... 

I kinda wish it was me ...

Just came in from a fun night out with some good friends, and I'm lost in thought. My foodie buddy (aka FB) picked me up tonight and we met up with the gang for dinner and bowling.

He's so easy to be around. Conversation never lags, and I don't feel like I have to keep him entertained. Throughout the night, almost every interaction with him had been a flirtatious one. Poking me in the ribs, making silly comments and implying that we were on a "date" ... hahaha! Some funny moments ... always with this guy. 

But, there was one point in the night, he was up to bowl, and no one else was paying attention. But, I was. Watching him as he sent that ball down the alley, I thought, he's the one I want. Not at all the thought I was expecting to pop out of my brain tonight. I surprised myself with that one, and did a little Whoa! Where'd that come from? with my eyes. No one else noticed. At least, I don't think anyone did. But, now that I think about it, there were several times during the night that I wanted to lean my head against his shoulder, rest against his chest, and just wrap my arms around him. And, stay there for as long as he'd let me. We sat awfully close when we weren't up to bowl, or stood by each other like it was going out of style. 

Sigh. I slightly wish it was me he wanted. Dammit.    

Yeah, I know I talked about the other guy I used to work with. Oh, he's still on my mind, but I'm in way better contact with my FB. Dude didn't have to pick me up tonight, but he was awesome, and he did. Another awesome thing he did was share his beers with me ... all night. I mean, I might take a swig of a good friend's drink to try, or just for a sip if I'm thirsty. But, not be a repeat offender like I was tonight. The sweet thing is that he didn't mind at all. A few times, he'd offer me a sip as soon as I came back from sending the ball down the alley. Something someone who might think you're more than friends would do. At least, that's what I think. 

Incredibly sweet, and I think I could really like this guy. If he was completely back on the market, I really don't think this would be an issue. But, it is since he's "not seriously" seeing someone else. Not to mention, he and I have a sort of understanding that there can be nothing more than friends. The reason ... we ride together, and that bond will always come first. 

So, I guess these feelings I may or may not have for my FB will go off into oblivion ... and my blog. But, for tonight, my heart is filled and I am happy. He was with me, and that's all that matters. 

Goodnight, readers ....