Confused & Tired

Ever get so tired of throwing hints at someone trying to let them know that you're into them? Well, that's so totally the case tonight.

For the passed few months, I've been content not dating and not being interested in anyone. But, tomorrow night, I'm riding with my foodie buddy again. We made a plan to hit up the next bike night together about a week ago, and it's coming up tomorrow ... well, later tonight.

SO, tonight when I texted him the plans for meeting up and drop off, he said it sounds good. Actually, he worked out the ride plans, and I just had to confirm. So, yes, I texted back that I am excited and ready to ride! He says he is too, BUT the only reason he's going to this one is cause I asked him. HUH??

He tells me it's a long story, and that he was going to skip the next few bike nights. So, I'm a little baffled because dude never skips a bike night, only for family events or emergencies. 

Sigh. Can you tell, I'm still into the guy?? Well, apparently he can't see it anymore than he did before. So, after I gave him the option to share his long story, he said he didn't want to. And, that's fine. But, now I feel like I've forced him to go and be uncomfortable .... even though he says it's all good.

I guess we'll see. Slam it.

Night, my readers <3