And, it's not a very good one, actually. Have you ever known someone that asked the dumbest questions, that you think if you could, you'd reach through your phone and ring their neck? Tis the case with this guy I'm sort of talking to at the moment.
I knew him years ago, and after I broke his heart, and he obliterated mine, I moved on. WAY on.
When he resurfaced in my life about a year and a half ago, I thought, why? This guy could not STILL have those kind of feelings for me. But, after chatting with him for a while, I find out that, yes, he's still got something for me and it sort of took me by surprise.
All that time that I spent trying to get over him, trying not to care about him or what he was doing, where he was and who he was with was definitely time well spent, because I couldn't be MORE over the moon about being over this guy. The day I decided I was done with him, I was. Truly and completely.
But, now we're in each other's lives again. Just text friends, but he wants more than that. And, I thought about it while I was traveling. I thought that it was nice to be alone and single, but he might make a good partner. A good guy to come home to after a long day.
And then ... we start talking. And, he drives me UP THE WALLS with his insipid questions about what I'm doing and where I am. Who I'm with and if I'm having a good time. Do I miss him?? Yada, yada, yada.
Then, I think ... I cannot do this. Not with him. How can I go backwards?? It's like trying to eat my own shit and drink my own puke. Not gonna happen. Makes me crazy. So, sorry guy but you have been 86'd!
I dare say this won't be the only post devoted to sir dumb-dumb, but we shall see. Damn.
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