I don't know if it's that time of the month (before I get my ma'i) where I'm sensitive to everything or what. But, I've been feeling all around shitty tonight. People try to joke with me, and I'm taking everything to heart. Making me feel like I want to stay in my room and not talk to anyone.
I suppose there are periods every now and then where I keep to myself, and stay at home rather than go out and socialize. I don't know. Sometimes, I want to be alone ... rather, not around people. Anyone. Family, friends, framily, strangers especially. The tiniest comment can set me off right now. Yeah, I suppose it's my bitch running loose, and she deserves to. I'm a nice girl ... all the time. But, I think that nice-ness gets abused at times, and my bitch pops out to let my nice girl recuperate.
That's it, I'm just recuperating. But, the bitch in me really wants to strangle someone ... knock some heads, and just go on a slap spree. Kick some asses and throat punch people.
So, I have to be careful what I say. Especially when answering comments, or even plain commenting on facebook. I really hate that. So, I'm gonna stop. I don't even want to talk to SM. Frankly, if I don't hear from him tomorrow, he won't hear from me.
I just need a break. From everyone. Or, maybe I need a good night's sleep. I may feel differently in the morning.
I really hope so.
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