Dilemma

I am conflicted at the moment. Not about Stetson Man. No. He's amazing and I know I'm so lucky to have him in my life. It's something else.

Can't really go into it because it's not sorted in my head just yet. Family related. And, I promised myself that I would never blog about family things that I'm dealing with. It's late, and I've taken so long to get a certain point across to a certain someones in my family, and now I'm stressing. I know it's stupid, and I know I'll feel so much better once I do. But, I can't fucking bring myself to do it. UGH.

I'm close to the breaking point, and I just want to get it over with already. Waiting another day is absolutely killing me. Fuck. Me.

Shit. My closest and best cuzzo knows what I'm talking about, and even she can't believe the circumstances ... but, understands. Ugh. Dammit. If I do it now, might help. Fuck.

I know. Rip the bandaid off, right?

Right. G'night world ... xoxo