Thought ....

I just glanced at my reflection in the small mirror I have at my desk, and I notice how tired my eyes look. 

Being concerned about my well-being has taken a lot out of me lately. I saw the pain/nerve specialist yesterday, and I'm very glad to be having this study of the nerves in my feet/legs and hands/arms done. It's comforting to get a professionals opinion as well as treatment options. 

But, lately, I've been frustrated. Crying a lot. Hence, the tired eyes. I know it sounds lame, and I should just suck it up. Most days, I do. I'm here at work today, sucking it up. I'm in pain, but I'm here. All I want to know is what this condition is and if it's treatable, if not curable. 

Speculation of what it could be continues to make me a little crazy and worry like there's no tomorrow. But, I have to keep sane. Still, it's hard for my mind not to go there. 

Time to leave for my second appointment with the pain/nerve specialist ... xoxo