Just came in from a fun night out with some good friends, and I'm lost in thought. My foodie buddy (aka FB) picked me up tonight and we met up with the gang for dinner and bowling.
He's so easy to be around. Conversation never lags, and I don't feel like I have to keep him entertained. Throughout the night, almost every interaction with him had been a flirtatious one. Poking me in the ribs, making silly comments and implying that we were on a "date" ... hahaha! Some funny moments ... always with this guy.
But, there was one point in the night, he was up to bowl, and no one else was paying attention. But, I was. Watching him as he sent that ball down the alley, I thought, he's the one I want. Not at all the thought I was expecting to pop out of my brain tonight. I surprised myself with that one, and did a little Whoa! Where'd that come from? with my eyes. No one else noticed. At least, I don't think anyone did. But, now that I think about it, there were several times during the night that I wanted to lean my head against his shoulder, rest against his chest, and just wrap my arms around him. And, stay there for as long as he'd let me. We sat awfully close when we weren't up to bowl, or stood by each other like it was going out of style.
Sigh. I slightly wish it was me he wanted. Dammit.
Yeah, I know I talked about the other guy I used to work with. Oh, he's still on my mind, but I'm in way better contact with my FB. Dude didn't have to pick me up tonight, but he was awesome, and he did. Another awesome thing he did was share his beers with me ... all night. I mean, I might take a swig of a good friend's drink to try, or just for a sip if I'm thirsty. But, not be a repeat offender like I was tonight. The sweet thing is that he didn't mind at all. A few times, he'd offer me a sip as soon as I came back from sending the ball down the alley. Something someone who might think you're more than friends would do. At least, that's what I think.
Incredibly sweet, and I think I could really like this guy. If he was completely back on the market, I really don't think this would be an issue. But, it is since he's "not seriously" seeing someone else. Not to mention, he and I have a sort of understanding that there can be nothing more than friends. The reason ... we ride together, and that bond will always come first.
So, I guess these feelings I may or may not have for my FB will go off into oblivion ... and my blog. But, for tonight, my heart is filled and I am happy. He was with me, and that's all that matters.
Goodnight, readers ....
He's so easy to be around. Conversation never lags, and I don't feel like I have to keep him entertained. Throughout the night, almost every interaction with him had been a flirtatious one. Poking me in the ribs, making silly comments and implying that we were on a "date" ... hahaha! Some funny moments ... always with this guy.
But, there was one point in the night, he was up to bowl, and no one else was paying attention. But, I was. Watching him as he sent that ball down the alley, I thought, he's the one I want. Not at all the thought I was expecting to pop out of my brain tonight. I surprised myself with that one, and did a little Whoa! Where'd that come from? with my eyes. No one else noticed. At least, I don't think anyone did. But, now that I think about it, there were several times during the night that I wanted to lean my head against his shoulder, rest against his chest, and just wrap my arms around him. And, stay there for as long as he'd let me. We sat awfully close when we weren't up to bowl, or stood by each other like it was going out of style.
Sigh. I slightly wish it was me he wanted. Dammit.
Yeah, I know I talked about the other guy I used to work with. Oh, he's still on my mind, but I'm in way better contact with my FB. Dude didn't have to pick me up tonight, but he was awesome, and he did. Another awesome thing he did was share his beers with me ... all night. I mean, I might take a swig of a good friend's drink to try, or just for a sip if I'm thirsty. But, not be a repeat offender like I was tonight. The sweet thing is that he didn't mind at all. A few times, he'd offer me a sip as soon as I came back from sending the ball down the alley. Something someone who might think you're more than friends would do. At least, that's what I think.
Incredibly sweet, and I think I could really like this guy. If he was completely back on the market, I really don't think this would be an issue. But, it is since he's "not seriously" seeing someone else. Not to mention, he and I have a sort of understanding that there can be nothing more than friends. The reason ... we ride together, and that bond will always come first.
So, I guess these feelings I may or may not have for my FB will go off into oblivion ... and my blog. But, for tonight, my heart is filled and I am happy. He was with me, and that's all that matters.
Goodnight, readers ....
ok... he didn buy you a beer?
ReplyDeleteHe would have, but it was weird at Aiea bowl. You could only buy one at a time per person. And, you had to get a wrist band on top of that. So, he was cute and shared his with me. Haha!
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