Yeah, I'm pretty chatty today. For some reason, it feels good to get my frustrations out in blog form.
There's this guy ... yup, a guy. I have this mad attraction to him, but I can't explain it. We go for days without talking or texting ... and I'm fine with it. But, then he'll text me and thoughts go back to the last few times we hung out, and BAM ... small-kine explosive feelings shock through me. I think about his light touch on my body and I have to shake my head to be free of those feelings since I never see the guy.
One thought in particular ... we were at a local noodle house getting take out. He stood behind (towers over) me while I order our food. Then, I feel it. His hand slips beneath the bottom of my tee and he softly caresses my hip and lower back. My brain goes kinda fuzzy and I just about melt before I catch myself and finish the order.
Dude put some kind of spell on me or something because I can't shake this attraction. He's a riding buddy, too. Maybe that has something to do with it. Something about riding with him is incredibly ... sexy. And, I ride with other guys, but don't feel that way with any of them. We're all friends, but this one did something to me, and now I see him differently.
This is going to drive me a little bonkers until I ride with him again. Maybe next Friday .... just maybe.
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