It's been a week since FB left, and life has gone on. Not too bad, actually. Of course, I miss him, but he's been really busy yet, still makes time to connect with me everyday.
The whole heartache-missing you part isn't so bad. I mean, it helps that we keep in touch the way we do, and we exchange pictures which is really nice and more than I could ask for at this point. I just crave some kind of contact with him on a daily basis, and so far, he's come through on his word.
I still don't know what we are. We're friends, yes. Good friends. That hasn't changed. But, we're definitely more than that. Have been for almost a month now. I know we talked about giving it a try and seeing what happens. I suppose I'll bring it up the next time we talk. He mentioned before he left that it seems like if we started this, we'd be doomed since he moved. But, before he left, he was happy we started this ... as I was. As I am.
I'm still not sure what our friends know. If they know anything. One friend, his roomie said he didn't know that something was going on. Just that he knew something was up, and figured we were together. If they do know something, it didn't come from me, and I'm pretty sure FB hasn't said anything either. Anyway, it doesn't matter. He's the one I want, and I'm still real happy we started something.
Long distance is hard, I know. But, I'm staying positive. One thing I keep thinking about is how he pointed out that we didn't have enough time to get to know each other in a relationship. He's right. Although, we gave it what try we could, it was so hectic with him leaving. We didn't really get much time alone. After we really talked it all out, it was one event after another and all with friends. Everyone wanted a piece of him. Don't blame them, really. He's a great guy, and I'm a lucky girl.
Anyway, I found the key to being at peace with him being so far away is not to over think any of this stuff. He likes me a lot, and I like him a lot. That's all that matters.
I'll be back with another post later in the week. Goodnight, lovers ... xoxo
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